good to be back :) *after the curettege

good to be back :)

Jul 28, '09 9:19 AM for devi riana's contacts

salam all, and hi..

some of you might have noticed that i wasnt in my best health condition lately. it had to do with my certain problem as i told before in this blog entry

turns out the bleeding did not stop and it got worse on sunday night, plus the terrible pain i felt in my left abdomen part. so, my hubby decided to take me to the hospital. the gynecologist decided to give me the curettage on the next day. so on sunday night, i was kind of having a sleep over in the hospital with some room mates, who were the nurses and the happy grinful mommies(because most of them just gave birth to their cute babies) and i was the only one who got separated from her cute big baby (zahra). lol.


but really, i couldnt sleep at all that night. usually, when i have a bad time to sleep i always have my zahra bear to hug all night. just give me a little time for the snuggling and the cuddling with zahra, then i'll fall asleep in minutes. but not that night, no zahra around that night..i missed my cute little bolster like crazy.that's alright, it was only one night.(please devi, get a grip!) lol

the curettage time had been set up to be conducted at 10.00 am on the next day. but untill, 9.30 am my husband still had not arrived yet in the hospital. the gynecologist and anesthesia doctor were ready. they asked me wether i wanted to wait for my hubby or wanted to start the curettage without him around. then i was suggested to call my hubby before the curatage got started. so i call him.

when i asked him if it's okay if the curettage started before him arriving in the hospital. and he said. no, please dont. i could hear his voice was a bit trembling. so i said okay, we'll wait untill he arrives.

alhamdulillah, he came less then 15 minutes. and he was being around, really made me stronger than before :-)

and alhamdulillah everything went well.
afterward the curettage, they took my blood to be checked in the laboratory to see if there's anything serious or not. i really hope there'll be none. amin. i'll be notified the result on the next counsel with the gynecologist which will be this thursday.

my mom in law told me that while i was in the hospital during those 2 days, zahra didnt look as cheerful as she used to be. as i got back from the hospital, i was still feeling so weak. zahra came to me and gave her big smile. then surprisingly she kissed me so many times on the both cheeks. and after that she was humming  a cheerful song loudly while running around the house. maybe it was some sort of a welcoming ceremony for me to her. lol

obviously, she missed me!! lol

ps:
thanks to all my friends who always pray for me sincerely. thanks for the text messages. thanks for the pm's. i really appreciate them. your prayers have really helped me. thanks for the encouraging words. they really meant so much to me. only God who is capable of rewarding all of your kindness. may Allah bless you all.